Today's song: "Lifeline" by Angels & Airwaves

Aww, man~ I was looking back at some old posts from back 3 years ago. And man, do I miss those times. I miss my old buddies~ But I still do talk to some of them, after all this time! ^-^


Silvia~ [sisi30019]~ I still talk to Silvia!! Actually, our 3 year "anniversary" (XD) was back in June, lol. We've had quite some ups and downs with eachother, needless to say, and a couple periods where we hadn't talked to eachother for some months, yet we still managed to get back together and stay good friends. ^-^ Though we don't get to talk much anymore~ she isn't allowed to use the internet at home anymore. >.>;; BUT! Yeah, I should call her some time. We also started writing eachother letters this summer! I miss her a lot. She's the closest thing I have to a best friend, really. I wish I could talk to her now, like we always used to talk.... ~I love her.

Nouta~ [insertnamehere]~ Yeah, I can't remember what her old xanga's name was called. XD But yes, I still talk to her on AIM!! :3 I think I've known her, also, for almost 3 years. Yeah, she's still insane as ever. >.>

Nicole~ [kckng88]~ I still talk to Nicole, occasionally, on here and on myspace. :D I WUV YEW NICCCCOOOOOOLE! She said I could live with her when, and if, I finally move to NY after college. XD SO YESSSS.... <33

Justin~ [zeromaster435]~ Dude, I just realized tonight, after I was looking through old posts, that I've known him for 3 years this September! O_O;; I didnt even know it! I didn't know I knew him for that long, sheesh. >.> ... Yeah, he's still fun to scare and aggravate. :'D How the hell did he survive with my old psycho-ness and yaoi fetish?! lmao ... well ok, I'm still a bit psycho. <.< ....... >.>

M.B~ [majinbulgeta]~ I havn't talked to MB in forever. We stopped really talking to eachother like a year and a half ago. :/ Or maybe 2 years? I dunno. D: But I think she was one of my first friends on here!! Awww, now she's all popular on DeviantART with her yaoi drawings and such. ... oh, and her cosplay. XD Hahaahaha, I remember she used to be so crazy. :P .... well not as crazy as me. D:<

Emma~ [neko-karasu] Umm, I'm not sure if that's her xanga name, but yeah! Actually, I never talked to Emma on xanga! But I kind of knew her at the time, because I remember when MB and me would talk, and she told me when she started to really like Emma..... awww. XD And then they started dating. But yeah, it wasn't until a year ago in April that I started talking to her. D: 'Cause she saw some GokuxVegeta pic that I drew on my Deviantart account. XD Hahaha, I never thought that I would actually get to know her.

Alma~ [suposablymizz_nicegirl]~ Oh oh oh I just found out how I met Alma! :D When I was looking at old posts in Dec. '05, she commented me saying she found my site through Silvia. XD ...yea. I thought I started talking to her first, but I guess not. D: ... I still talk to her occasionally on deviantart and myspace. :3 HI ALMA! *waves*

Mandy~ [hootaru]~ Duuuude, I dunno what happened to Mandy. ;_; *sobs* Aww, I miss Mandy. She was so sweet! XD Last time she was on Gaia was..... hmm, I dont even remember- but it's been about a year and a half sinse I last talked to or heard from her. =( I havnt even seen her on AIM..... hmm..... I should add her s/n to my list. >.> If I'm lucky, maybe I'll see her on some time?

Alyssa~ [fruitsbsk28]~ I remember Alyssa said something about subscribing to me because we had the same name. XD I havn't talked to her in a long time. :o But I have her on myspace..... maybe I should ask her how she's doing. >.>

Amanda~ [raineangel10]~ Holy hell, I havnt talked to her in ages. D: She last updated in June '06..... but I havnt really talked to her sinse... I dunno when. Maybe 2.5 years? yeah, i didnt really know her well, but I remember she was M.B's first girlfriend, I believe! ^.^ hahahhaaa... yeah. XD

Diana~ [guitarbaby72]~ She's M.B's best friend, I believe. ^.^ I dont talk to her much, though I just talked to her on deviantart art the other day, asking what's up! :D I dont remember why I befriended her.... I guess I just saw her on M.B's xanga. D:

Amber~ [commander_amber]~ I dunno, I think I met her through either Nicole or M.B. <.< But yeah, I remember when we would talk on AIM and I'd make her laugh a lot. XD And and she made her new xanga "Commander Amber" 'cause mine was General Alyssa. heheheee~ But then she dissapeared for several months last year, because she got in trouble from her xanga. :/ BUT then she found and added me on Facebook! ^-^ So we talk a bit, still. I just wish she'd get on AIM! D:<

Allison~ [xxgravityplaysfavoritesxx]~ I met Allison through Amber, and we would talk sometimes on AIM! :3 And I have her on Facebook now, but I havnt really talked to her in quite a while.....



Wow, I didn't know there were that many people. xD
But we all were in our little group! Nouta knew M.B and Silvia and Nicole~ Nicole knew M.B, Mandy, Amanda, and slightly Silvia~ Amber knew Allison, M.B, and Nicole~ M.B knew Nicole, Amber, Diana, Amanda, Diana, Mandy and slightly Silvia. XD Annnnnd yeah.... XD Well Silvia got to kinda meet them, from me. :3 ..... YEAH, I SAID IT, HO.

Yeah, so we were all pretty much in our mutual, yet scattered group. :3

Hahahaheee~



And then I still talk to a couple people, occasionally, from a forum I used to go to 4 years ago~ But we've all definitely split up sinse then. The forum was deleted about 2 years ago after being hacked. >.< But I still chat with my buddy Dylan from then, and sometimes even Erikk~ which those two are good friends.

And and and I remember my very first forum-place, from 5 years ago, omg. XD It was a Candidate for Goddess website. Me, Jac, Mike, and a few others used to post on that place. Jac was like my first, close "internet" friend. ^-^ Awww~ we were good buddies. XD I still get emails from her sometimes. :3




ANYWAY! GOD~ enough typing. >_>
I'm sure I've bored you to death.
Actually, I'm sure you didn't even read all of it.
So wtf do I care? XD
If you did.... then wow, that's amazing.

OK! Tootles! :D

~ a l y s s a

HAH! YES! I think I have finally figured out what I want to do in life! ..hopefully.

Ok, here it is: Well, I'm going to attend UC (the university of cincinnati), and probably major in art and minor in psychology. And some time after I graduate, I want to move either to Los Angeles or New York City and work my way in to fashion photography! I would probably, honestly, really enjoy that. :D Though I know it won't be easy......

But see, I really wanted to move and live in L.A. ...but it's expensive as hell to live there, (even around there). It's crazy! I was looking up homes that are around $150,000 to $170,000..... and it's really crazy. The only homes I could find in that price range were small, older homes in not-so-nice neighborhoods. They're very small, one level, and most of them had ghetto gates around them. >_> God, some of them even had bars on the windows- which scared me. I would die if I had to live in an insecure, scary neighborhood. O_O;

So that sucks..... and that's why I'm thinking that New York would be best to start out in... even though I really want to live in L.A. .___. .... But I shall do that one day, after I've gotten good into photography and fashion and start to make good money. >:3 ...yessss. I think New York is a lot cheaper..... is it not? Plus it's like fashion/art central, isn't it?? Hah. There's so many designer shops and stores up there. It'd be an easier place to find places that will be taking some photographers. :]

Yeeee, I'm excited!! ugh, all i want to do is be successful. ;_;
Also, I was gonna ask about it with Silvia next time i can talk to her. :3 I was gonna ask her if she'd wanna come live with me in New York. :3 I dunno.... she'll probably freakin have a whole life by then, and I dont know what she plans on doing after college, but we'll see. .__.  And she hardly lives far from L.A, so then maybe we could live in L.A near eachother. ;D That'd be soooo cool. ^-^ *freaks out*



Oh oh oh, and one last thing!! XD
Ok, I really need a job. And I was thinking of either getting an application from our local coffee shop (Kidd Coffee), working in the photo place in Walgreens, or working at The Y (the ymca. :D ...or whatever). I think I'd really rather work at the Y. ....though I dont know what I could do. <.<

So there you have it.
MORE CRAP!

YEAH! :D

~ a l y s s a